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Speak  listen Loves yuting vithiya jiesi sharon ling yunxuan meiling shuang ying ruth peiting candy wan teng zihui SHOPS Elle's Looking Glass Baisimu Long gone Credits Base code:P3a Image: Deviantart | Friday, May 23  - reflections - I came here to remember something. haha..so now theres a post...a long one...you've been warned! On to another issue, somewhat linked...but anyway, just read your blog. It made me remember something important that i'd forgotten for the past few months. I HAVE MY GUARDIAN ANGELS RIGHT BESIDE ME!!! and then it took me back to old times.. Sec one, it was a new environment and i didnt know anyone in class except for ruishan. Then i made some friends, i sat with them, made small talks, became good friends with some people, pat sum, yuting, sharon ling, eunice, janice, yizhen etc etc. I joined the band there and had a kickass wonderful section. There were times we had disagreements and stuff but nothing too serious. I remember how meisum and jingjing were in band too and how the sec ones had a smashing time while the seniors were having their combined prac. The marching sessions we had on sat and the many practices. Then sec two swooped down and it was the same thing over through. Same environment, same group of people, same teachers. Nothing different. Then sec three and four came and i got shifted into g3, with paula, jiesi and jayashri. I thought i was gonna die there cause the people knew each other and i was not close to any of them. hahah, but i made new friends and it went fine. yeah, got to know vithiya which is really a blessing. Then ah mah and the rest during chinese lessons. In the same year, my friendship with a close friend (at that time) soured. We didnt patch up. My bad. So then, o levels and i headed off to my next leap. IB. New new new new new environment. I cant emphasize it enough. ac guys. mg girls. sc girls. The sarcasms, smart people, cliques. I freaked out cause people there were damn outspoken. My previous raves and rants were not entirely untrue. Got into a bcmecons/business class there. Met people like xinhui, steph, jessica, nat etc. Five words to summarize my life there -- caught up in the smarts. Really, god i felt stupid. Superficial relationships with people there, kinda like a hi bye thing. I just didnt know what to say. Some people i knew changed, voice changed for the sweeter note, acted bimbotic. So i just stoned for two years. And after it passed, i took a job in ite dover. Way too boring. But now i wonder why i quit. met new people..i refuse to comment on my feelings there cause it'd probably be false anyway. So here i am now, msn and stuff, lying on the floor, typing, reminiscing the long gone. I cant believe i'm waiting so patiently for the darn caterpillar to moult. sometimes i wish you'd budge. You'd never know how much i knew. randomness..  loving you now at 7:10 PM  |
